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25th-Feb-2012 04:00 pm - Letting Go...
Rubymoon
    It's been four months since my three-year-old niece passed away. She was confined in the hospital for 19 days before she succumbed to sepsis. After all this time, I still find it hard to accept her demise. A part of me wants to accuse the hospital and its staff of neglect. My niece was confined due to an infection of a wound on her face. It then progressed to meningitis, then to cerebrellitis, and lastly to sepsis, which makes one wonder how can it progress so fast if they really did their jobs properly. But, it's no use pointing fingers now as it won't bring my niece back to life.

    It hurts to think how she was taken from us prematurely. It hurts even more to think that we can do nothing at this point in our life but to accept the fact that she is no longer with us. That we can no longer hear her voice, or see her smile, or hear her laughter. I just hope that there would come a time that we can remember her without tears running down our faces, and instead of pain and sorrow, we'll remember her with the love and joy in our hearts.

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  • Mood:sadsad
  • Music:Why - FF VII
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25th-Mar-2009 03:07 am - Diary
Rubymoon
Would you believe me if I tell you I cried while writing this?!? Oh well.. I hope you'll like it...

( Diary )

  • Tags:diary, fiction
  • Location:room
  • Mood:sadsad
  • Music:humming of the airconditioning unit..
18th-Sep-2008 08:39 am - Compulsions
Rubymoon

I wrote this a long time ago... When I was feeling a little bit out of myself.. *grins*

A facade of cheerfulness

A show of indifference

A dash of innocence

And a whiff of childishness

 

All are just masks...

Masks to hide my misery

The misery which is my life...

 

My 'world' is much better...

In there I could be happy...

I'm able to express myself truly...

For it presents me a different reality...

 

I'm writing a lot of nonsense

But I have to let it all out...

All these suppressed emotions I'm hiding

Is really taking its toll on me...

I am not really strong as everyone believed me to be...

For deep inside I am breaking apart...

In solitude I just want to be

So I can continue to weave my fantasies...

  • Tags:poetry
  • Location:room
  • Mood:boredbored
  • Music:Suteki Da Ne
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18th-Sep-2008 08:25 am - Some Like it Hot!
Mnemosyne
This is an AU so expect some out of character traits from our FoR characters.  And can you believe how long it took me to write this short chapter.. took me weeks.. *sigh*

Disclaimer: Recca no Honou is not owned by little ole’ me.

( Chapter 1 - Flicker )
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10th-May-2008 03:50 am - WiShFuL ThInKiNg...
Rubymoon

Every time I close my eyes I see your face

Your smile and your charming persona...

I wonder, is everything only meant to be a dream?

Couldn't everything turned out to be real?


I remember the conversations we had

Short as it was, I really was glad..

Those simple gestures and those faintest touch

All brings smile to my lonely heart...

I know what I'm feeling is for naught

For I know friendship is all you want

That kiss you gave me in the cheeks

Though sweet, is simply platonic


But how I wish that a chance would be given

So we could evolve this friendship to something better...

But still, I know everything is just a foolish dream

For the one who holds your heart is her and never would be me...

 

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  • Location:sala
  • Mood:boredbored
  • Music:Final Distance
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15th-Apr-2008 11:51 pm - What's Your Goddes Identity?
Rubymoon
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Just like the haloed and winged guardians of good, you truly have a heart of gold, sweet Angel. Whenever there's a chance to pitch in, save the day or just make life easier for the people around you, you're the one for the job.

You don't just jump in without planning — you use your angelic head to figure out how to do things right the first time, like only the most dependable goddesses can. Whether brainstorming a new solution to a problem, planning a surprise party for your parents, or lending your friends a wing to cry on, you've got the right instincts, so follow them whenever you can. As natural as it is for you to take care of the people around you, don't forget to treat yourself right, too. The best friendships, and loves, of a lifetime tend to blossom when you become your own guardian angel.

So don't listen to those who say nice girls finish last. People have always seen you as a goddess of thoughtfulness and good intentions, and it hasn't slowed you down a bit. All in all, Angel, you've got it made with your glowing attitude and ability to see from on high. So get out there and change the world!
15th-Apr-2008 11:46 pm - Do You Follow Your Heart or Your Head?
Rubymoon
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Maybe you've been burned before, or maybe you're just too busy changing the world, but when it comes to your love life, you definitely look before you leap. While you might not be cautious in every aspect of your life, love is an area you tread on lightly. Let's face it, you'd rather have a little more control over your emotions, but they're sometimes hard to pin down. So rather than get lost in them, you, and many of us, probably prefer to focus on other aspects of your life.

It's not that you don't want love to wash over you so you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It's just that you'd probably like to fall in love when it best fits into your calendar. Still, with your smarts, you're probably able to sense when you're up for a little romancing and when you're not. Just remember, if you're ever on the fence, you want to fall off on the side where someone's going to catch you. Especially if he's tall, dark, and handsome.
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15th-Apr-2008 11:42 pm - ESP test
Rubymoon
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If you have precognition, you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and know ahead of time what is going to happen. You might, for instance, simply know that you're going to get that job before the interview even happens with a certainty that exceeds what you would expect to have simply knowing the facts of the situation. You might have a sense of dread before going out for the evening only to later have a flat tire on your way home. These little hunches are easy to ignore but for you especially, quite often lead to a true prediction of what is going to happen. These predictions can be used to generate positive outcomes, and the more you know about how to use your talent, the more you will be able to distinguish between fantasy of the future and an actual reality you are seeing happen, before it has actually happened.
15th-Apr-2008 11:41 pm - Classic IQ Test
Rubymoon
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You are equipped with a verbal arsenal that enables you to understand complex issues and communicate on a particularly high level. These talents make you a Word Warrior.

Whether or not you recognize it, your vocabulary is your strongest suit—use it whenever you can. Since your command of words is so great, you are also a terrific communicator — able to articulate big ideas to just about anyone. Your wordsmithing prowess will also help in artistic and creative pursuits. The power of words translates to fresh ideas off paper too. Since you have so many words at your disposal, you are in a unique position to describe things in an original way, as well as see the future in your mind's eye. In short, your strengths allow you to be a visionary — able to extrapolate and come up with a multitude of fresh ideas. And you are in good company — bask in the brilliance of Word Warriors who have walked before you. William Shakespeare let loose the power of his pen. His ability to articulate the most subtle nuances of human nature and to create colorful characters are why his stories still have a major impact — even 400 years after he first wrote them. Whether you put pen to paper or use your understanding of the words around you to come up with creative approaches to problems, your potential as a Word Warrior is terrific.
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15th-Apr-2008 11:39 pm - Which Highschool Musical Star Are You?
Rubymoon
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We'll take a step back now, because nobody gets in your way and nobody can tell you what to do. You sure are one heck of a confident character, just like your High School Musical match, Sharpay. More often than not, you just have to be in the spotlight, no matter what it takes.

Just be careful that you don't come off as too self absorbed. After all, you need to keep those friends in high places. But whether you are shopping for mirrors or fighting off anyone who tries to steal your crown as the drama queen, we bet you'll be making headlines for years to come. Toodles!
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